My mom once gave me some good advice: "It can always be good in bed, but it's when your feet hit the floor that really matters."
Of course for me, sometimes it was mediocre, even bad, in and out of bed and I still stayed. Why? Now that's the question isn't it!! Because he was someone instead of no one, or maybe because I felt loved once upon a time... I really don't have a definite answer. But what I do know is what I don't want today, and I hope that that helps with my next choice. If there is a next choice. Because I kind of like being with me and only me sometimes. A lot of the time actually.
If there is another choice on the horizon than great, and if not, I think I'll be OK☺