"Nowhere?" by Desiree

It came out of nowhere. 
What was it this time? 
It hasn’t been so fair.
Also ended feeling confined. 
Or maybe it’s just this time,
That is the source I find. 
I’m still not sure of where,
Or who, or what or how. 
Though I struggle with the insincere
I’m bracing for what’s coming now. 
Come out of nowhere already, 
Come out and seek what you find. 
I wouldn’t say yet that I’m ready,
But yet I still showed up somehow.
Are you going to show up? 

Shit! Ya, no - 

I wasn’t ready after all. 

Not at all.